updates

welll alot has been going on lately...

finals are over. thank god. <---and that's all there is to say about that.

grades came out...they're not up to my standards but i dropped the ball this semester all on my own, and i'm thanking my lucky stars that their not worse..bc they could be.

adpi elections are over...i'm social chair and i'm really excited about it. i've got big plans so we'll see what i can do with them...which is, i'm sure what everyone thinks, but i'll give it a shot...my very best shot actually...i'm under no influence that makes me believe it will go off smoothly, i just hope everything goes off. Best Fran, got el presidente' and i'm pumped for her, alot bc i know how much effort she'll put in and how much she really wanted it...i'm in love with exec...but anticipating MAJOR personality clashes...we'll see :)

christmas got snowed in and neither eric nor i got to go visit our families on christmas...that sucked...but it was BEAUTIFUL and i wouldn't trade that for the world. we stayed in all day and played board games with his family....more & more i like his brothers wife. This christmas, start to finish, was absolutely perfect, thanks to my wonderful family and future in-laws :]

Me and eric will be dating 2 years on the 7th...doesn't feel real. i love him so much, more than anyone....i can't wait to be engaged, then married, and have our lives together. i know he's the one...i just wish we were at the point in our lives where all of this was immediately possible...but alas their is college.

i got a promotion at joanns! woop woop...i'm assistant manager now. it may sound rude or frank but their are 40 year old women with families who work there, and they chose me...i really feel honored. i've worked my tail off there and i've missed alot just to do what they needed me to do, including miss my best friends birthday...some awards i feel are welcomed surprises and some are deserved...in this case i feel like i deserve it and i'm proud of myself for working so hard..now if i can apply those same ethics to school...lol.

well until later that is all....

summers here :]

well i haven't updated in over a month...so i figured it is time.

Everything is going pretty well...I have an A in my summer class (which friggin' starts @ 7:30 AM...ugh) not to mention its the History and Philosophy of American Educations...ya that's even more boring at 7:30 am. my teacher is totally scattered brain and she seriously falls asleep during our presentations...o well she's really laid back so she is A okay in my book.

i have a new roommate who's lived here about 2 months (Jrodge) and it's going alright. nothing terrible has happened so that's good. She isn't ever here and neither am i...it's going much better than the last time i had a roommate. we don't feel the need to constantly hang out so we get along when we do hang.

also eric has a new roommate. Jeffery John Wise Junior...haha. I love it....their new apartment (Red Fern) is 23439983794872394723 times nicer than the on campus apartments (yuck)....and there is a pool. not too mention it stays clean...so we actually stay there about once a week which is really fun. a home away from home. :]

at the end of this month i'm going to the lake with my rents...odd....but excited.

well that concludes the new things in my life...i'll write later. :)

you only live once....but you have to live with it.

i was talking to someone today and they were discussing fitting in, and trying to be the best you can be, which i only agree with too an extent...but anywho...i'm the opposite. i'm really not trying to impress anyone....i have great friends who love me for me, and i'm blessed. And some people despise me...i've come to terms with that's my personality...hate it or love it. and in the same sense my attitude is very hate it or love it, in that i form strong opinions and don't care who agrees or doesn't because they are mine. normally i end up not liking someone, or getting fed up with something alot sooner than everyone else...and i have to sit alone and wait for my friends to catch up. One of them always comes through and i am happy to have a friend like her...thanks britt. but the waiting is sooo old and lonely. i'm so sick of everything right now...why can't people just not be crazy??? why do people who live terrible lives and just all around suck, why do these people have friends? i don't get it...tryin to fit in and be the best is over rated i must say...but that doesn't mean you have to be terrible. i strive to be the best person i can be...in my standards and in my eyes...b/c at the end of the day i'm the only one who has to put up with it and live knowing what i've done...but some of these people must not have morals....i mean my goodness. i'm not religous, at all....but i believe in being a good person. Conforming to some of societys expectations, and rebelling against others. i just wish some would grow up and realize you are going to look back on this at 30 and be ashamed...and if you aren't you should be. you only live once...but you have to live with it. i'm proud of where i've come from and how i've matured..i in no way think i'm done moving forward...it's just people who are stuck in neutral annoy me sometimes..lol.

well that's my rant...back to studying.

stick and stones may break bones, but words always hurt.

well today i learned alot about whats going on in my life and in the life of my friends... >:[ not cool i must say. i'm glad none of my 'crew' is involved...lol Britt. for once, somethings gone down and we all have nothing to do with it..nice!

Diet days are slimming, instead of me slimming. damn what a...TERRIBLE idea before finals..so i will regain strength after finals and this summer i'll be a diet natzi...but until then...i'll be drinking sundrop all day :] the good life..yesss!

o ya, and one more....I HATE WHINING...just needed to get that out...everyone @ UNA has finals...although stressful you aren't the only one..so shut it and come and participate in the things you are supposed to be in. no one cares that you have tests before finals...me too, suck it up people.

on a good note, i spent the weekend with my father...weird i know....but i had a great time!! woot woot to that...it's nice to have family back in my life....i'm thoroughly enjoying it. i missed my little brother ALOT. that doesn't even describe half of it...we are super close and i'm so happy to see him on a regular basis. my gma is still crazy but ehh...it's just one of those things..lol

...all in all life is great! i'm ready for summer, and ready for a break...but....so is everyone!...

Finals...

finals.......SUCK. [lol] i'm new to this whole thing...i'll post later if i even get the chance....